Hi,
ive been reading your posts and replies. in my opinion JUST DO IT, ring your family tell them you need them to get you a plane ticket asap and just leave! (dont tell him, sounds like he could really physcially hurt you). Once home you are cabable of find therapies and support that will help you rebuild yourself and build a new future. I understand that your last two years have been appalling but you cant betray yourself trying to rescue this man that has caused you soo much pain. JUST DO IT - LEAVE! I will be thinking of you and hoping for your safety. Best Wishes Cait