I also don't drive or avoid it mostly - I'm able to, but I really prefer not to. It has become very terrifying for me. I like to at night, but at the same time I don't really have anywhere to go or know where to go. I like bookstores and record shops, but I go very little and never meet anyone. I feel stuck also and my mental health doesn't help. I am in a very physical work situation that keeps me busy and tired. I know that's a bad excuse, but I'm exhausted a lot by the end of the day.