She's tired of shuttling me around like a Taxi service. She hates it. I asked her time and time again to help me to just get a basic doctor, she says I need one, but then she's too busy with her full time job, yoga and meditation after work, and never followed through with helping me to fix the problem.

You see, I have to use the doctor on my Medicaid card, but since the provider on the card isn't accepting new patients, and I haven't been in years to see them and thus, need to reregister as a new patient, I can't use them. Until I change the provider on my card, I can't even see a PCP.

No one else in the family wants to help either. Dad is too tired or has to work, kid brother is always working or tired too, plus he's a raging alcoholic and I am beginning to not trust his driving anymore. I'm basically the burden being shuffled from one family member to another and no one wants to help me. As a result, I feel guilty for being a burden.