Ever since I lost my job I have been crying. I went to my place of work to say goodbye to a co-worker and to an assistant manager I liked. He called me "gentle lady" (he is from the south and very formal) and it made me cry more. I will miss him. At the same time I think that out of all the assistant managers and managers no one had my back. So that's why I am crying. It is a feeling of not belonging...and being pushed out.

I never cry so emotions are definitely leaking out.