Yes. Yes I have until I connected with them and understood their heart. They are here and were created for a purpose and it freaks me out to find them. When I do, it's a feelings of them. The emotion of their being. Why they are. My feet get clipped out from under me in the moment of the feeling of it. I can't get a sense of what's going on.
Once I get past that point. Gather myself up and pray for wisdom to know how to see it and what that part needs, it's different. It's not scary anymore and the compassion and caring is there. It's heartfelt and painful to feel what that part has inside. There is freedom and understanding when I'm shown the hurt that is there.
I would like to pass the question along. Anyone else?
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning
"Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning
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