I feel...disassociated from myself. Like someone else is typing. It comes and goes, but when I read what I type, I feel distant from it, like I typed it, but they are someone else's words.

I've also got a massive headache. It's like the very top of my head is being compacted and squished and stabbed repeatedly. I've taken my meds so it's nothing to do with withdrawals. They aren't brain zaps. It's a sharp stabbing pain right near the crown of my head. Like some demon wants out.

The pain comes and goes, but it gets worse whenever the disassociation and depression are at their worst and I'm trying to think. It's like I get angry and my head throbs in agony.

What's going on with me?