I was OK in the last couple of days, but then I started retrieving some memories from the past on how I couldn't connect with people when I wanted to and how I was marginalized and treated as nobody, and in a split of a second I switched to the hopeless state. I really think that some people are doomed in this life no matter what they do. They are trapped in their past failures. My mind is not good in seeing a better future. It projects my past into the future.
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