I don't know where to put this, I hope is this okay.

Super long story short, I am off psych meds, anxiety ramping up, sleep is hard to come by but I don't feel tired, even if I only get three hours(it might be my testosterone rising helping energy levels, the reason I am off meds), I slept a ton on psych meds but I have 3 decades of insomnia, plus a seizure disorder.

I think I drifted off around 3AM last night, maybe I didn't. It is sometimes hard to tell if I am asleep. I had a feeling that I was dead but trapped in my body, it wasn't sleep paralysis unless it is something new. Then bam! Strong seizure aura(rare when I am asleep even though images of dreams trigger it).

Is my psychosis, anxiety and seizure disorder working in concert to mess with me? Has anyone experienced anything similar?

Edit: One bad thing about being off psych meds, seizure auras are becoming much more common. Probably due to anxiety. 2 in the past 5 days when 2 in a month was a bad month.