As the U.S. Thanksgiving Holiday approaches I reflect on what I'm thankful for. This is challenging, given the godawful week I've had in therapy and the desire to poke T's eyeballs out persists but here goes:

I am thankful for therapy. I consider it a gift.
I am thankful for T's gentle voice and for the awareness that I need to find my own.
I am grateful for his patience,
and his persistence and his unyielding support while I travel through the horrors of my childhood
I am thankful for my family
and for myself
I am thankful for this planet
I am thankful for all of you, my PC friends.

but I still hate him right now.....conflicting feelings, who me?