Hey! I did first healthy step! Although it did cost me almost hospitalization! I did have a quarrel with my general medicine doc. He wanted me to be hospitalized since GUESS WHAT, I told I am suicidal. I rant about being suicidal since I know of myself. I tried few times... Now I am doing it only when I go below bottom. Or simply put, lose all hope. I mean, all. I will certainly do suicide if I get nasty carcinoma of any organ. There is no euthanasia so I will do it myself. But let's try to live another dozen of years? He really told me that my impotence is all in my head. That receptors in brain need to be fixed with other meds. I got same answer from online doctor portal, where they answer questions (but mostly just informative), that it's just in my psyche. Well, honestly I can't imagine what kind of depression is that I cant get 1 nano meter erection, but now I have hope that it will resolve in 6 months latest! Probably much sooner. Tomorrow I am going to psych earlier than it was planned. Just to switch medicine. I really don't want to end in hospital every 3 months. I barely got over it, so I don't plan to enter it again anytime soon.

harmfulleh, but how old are you? If you are teen or barely out it's difference. I would tho feel for you if you are older than me. I am 27 by the way. They gave me hope in email answer that by medication change I will restore my sexual wishes. But than... The hell of SSRI meds ahhhh... It's impossible to orgasm. Especially on Seroxat (paroxetine). I have pulled one burden down, now I just want peaceful switch of medicine and no hospitalizations. And just have some patience! I hate that it needs 6-8 weeks to start working