Damn... I know I've been pain in the ***. But I still can't believe than my own mind made me totally impotent, without thoughts of women and without emotions of love! Is it really really possible? And if, how? How could I turn from sex machine to 90 year old man's sexual life in less than 4 months? Even tho, how could I lose emotions? What happens? Some trigger shut downs all sexual thoughts and anything involving love? I got reassuring answer and took burden of my chest, although I quarreled with my general health doctor and he almost sent me to psychiatry for hospitalization, he said it's in my brain receptors and I need therapy change. After I calmed him down so he told I go tomorrow to my psychiatrist and ask for change in therapy. I am taking Fluvoxamine and Geodon (ziprasidone). Do you think both AD and AP should be changed? And please try to explain me how could brain do this to me? I mean, my stress, psyche, anxiety, depression, whatever?