I am new to this site and am feeling a little freaked out about it all. I am having a hard time feeling good about what I eat. I could eat any amount, anything, or not eat at all and still feel discuraged about myself. Tomarrow will be a new mile stone for me. Ihave not pured in three months tomarrow. this will be longest I have ever gone. I am really strugling with the whole thing. The combination of that and the holidays around the corner make me nervous.