I feel similar. I wish I was able to work. Not sure about you but I find it humiliating that I don't. I feel a great deal of guilt when I am in a position I must be honest and admit I am on government assistance. I do anything that can be determined as being idle (napping, reading, art) and I feel guilt that I should be working.

My sleep pattern is excessive - between naps and nightfall I sleep 14 hours a day or more. Again, I feel guilty admitting this to people.