I apologise, your post indicated you were hurrying t make a decision. If reassurance was all you needed you have it in spades. I have stood where you are standing and I think you perhaps need more time to think it over.

Just don't wake up one morning kicking yourself that you never took the chance.
I wish I could lend you my experience just to alleviate your fear a little. All the best seesaw, in the end you have to do what's right for you.