The people who pushed along my anxiety enough to stick me with PTSD have come back into my life. They have been calling, texting, and annoying me so they can "fix our relationship". They have been taken away from being able to see my son and figure if they can get back in my good graces they can be able to see him. Mind you these are family members who have caused trauma to me in front of my son. I have been ignoring them but I'm scared they're gonna go further to try to find me. I have repeated panic attacks and nightmares thinking she's going to find me. I'm so far off the radar not many people know where I am and no one in my family or close to my family knows. I just keep getting vivid images of them finding me. Of her finding me and hurting me until I give into them. I'm so terrified I won't leave my home which is bad because I'm even to scared to go to the psychiatrist or therapist because they know which one I go to. I've never been more scared in my life. What do I do?
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