So, now I'm at a place where I need to start believing I AM lovable. Of course I am - there's just no other way! So no matter what happens 'out there', no matter who decides to hate me and treat me like dirt, it doesn't change the fact that I am lovable. Always. If I can believe this, understand it, really grasp it, I feel I'll finally have the ground beneath me through which I will never fall..