I don't know whats wrong with me today.
I feel disconnected from relationships and just don't feel connected to anyone at all today.
I think I want a job.
I also want ice cream. Badly..
I make these plans. I'm really good at making plans and goals. But carrying them out is a whole other thing. It's harder.
And omg there's construction men next door and they have been there for like a month already and I just want them to ****ing leave because I hate the sound of their voices and they don't talk to me but I wonder if they think I'm a loser because I might seem like I don't have a job.
I'm going to buy some ****ing ice cream.