Thank you all so much for the support!

The last few days, I've been thinking about how I need to start implementing self love, and even that scares me even though it'll be me doing it - you'd think the fact I can control myself would put me at ease.. I guess anything new will scare me.. And I feel that's actually a good thing, that fear is actually trying to keep me safe! And I suppose the way forward is to get to know what scares me.. To see if it's dangerous or safe.. And I have an inkling that love won't ever hurt me, so that's good..