I used to shoplift in my teens until I had some demons try to kill me one night in my sleep-for real. Never did it again after that. Plus jail sucks and you will eventually get caught.. Good for you Naiwen.

I'm detoxing really bad. I've got chills running up and down my body, I'm sweating, my kidneys hurt, my stomach is upset, I've no appetite, very thirsty. I forced my self to an AA meeting-it was very inspiring and positive. I forced myself to the grocery store, I could barely make it but I had nothing to eat as I stayed in the house and drank all last week. Is it safe to detox on my own? The hospital didn't even give me any meds for 31/2 days last detox so why go back?