Yea... I got pissed off! Just medications! I know better and more than those retard docs. One ****ed up my nose surgically. It was supposed to remove deviation of seprum, but I cannot still breathe. Than thos bastards of psychiatric sc*m! They think they can hospitalize me because I vocalize word: suicide? No! They are playing Gods! I don't believe in medicine and drugs! Nothing works! I'll go in woods and hunt. My territory. My rules! And live there! Look up what dr. Szasz has to say about horrific acts of psychiatry! We are all blind fools! Depression is hormone imbalance! Schizophrenics are most inteligent men! I am schizo and my psych don't even know of Latuda (lurasidone)! She actually had to google it! What a shame! I spit on the face of medicine! I will self medicate over black market. But certainly not this poisons. Why am I saying this? When I paid for specialists opinion 20$ I was told my libido is from long term use of thos sh.it.s!!! They can't do nothing until I commit crime! So one big FUC* OFF TO LIARS AND THEIR OATH! Why isn't there single psych who will prescribe you same meds? Each plays in Gods sandbox and we are their lab rats! I can fuc* my docs up! I can send lawsuits against them! They can't force me on anything since I did not do any crime! AMEN!