I know I haven't posted in a while.

I've been really struggling with my depression, trying to work, trying to participate in life.

For the past few months things have gotten worse, I am in bed most days, missing work, missing life, can't help but sleep all day and all night.

I just want to feel needed at work. Want to feel that I shouldn't count on work to validate me. Want to feel loved by someone. By some people. People say they care about me but then forget about me.

I feel so lonely. Useless. Alone. Tired.