I wish I could just pick up the phone and talk to someone, say what's really going through my head.

I wish I didn't feel so defeated and beaten.

I wish I was as strong as the person I appear to be.

I wish I could admit that I am in a really bad place and let someone else take charge for a while. But I can't, because there isn't anyone.

I wish I could cope without medication and counselling.

I wish my life was over.