I am in tears reading that but thank you. I have been with my husband 2.5 years married for less than 1. He had an affair before we married and I found him on a dating website twice at the end of last year. He also contributed to a car accident we had due to his anger and temper. He is sorry. He wants to make it right. He is scared of losing me. I am anxious and low and this is all down to him. I need to let go but I'm frightened. I feel like I haven't the strength yet. This resonated with me so much.