Surprisingly I'm getting better and not as suicidal as suicidal as I was but there will always be setbacks I'm aware of then all bets are off on living in like the article written we really don't know anything about death but what we heard which makes it so scary.its like it was did purposefully to prevent people from ever being curious cause death is taboo to people I'd never heard of dying psychologically and letting your mind just stop pondering about what death really is and just let it be ..it's actually intresting.
I don't know when I'll attempt.ive had hundreds so I'm hoping I won't have to and that this means I quit for good. I'm afraid someone close to me will die though and set me back which was part of the reason I wanted to get off this awful planet before my family starts dying and before the world ends.but they keep saving me.i have plans to i want to accomplish before suicide and no not kids though I do want a baby just not time .I want to get a book published and I want to fall in love and prove that it still exist. It's terrible are country not legalizing suicide but in one country they do I'll pm you were at just not here don't want post removed