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destroyedlife · Jan 24, 2017, 09:01 AM

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Originally Posted by Hopingtrying

"But I don't want some lame stuff non-lethal that mostly women choose."

I respect your opinion and free will. This discussion is interesting

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but the immature daredevil side of me has to say that my attempt was not like that and because of that I will likely suffer from aggravating chronic pain for the rest of my life. I only felt an adrenaline rush for a second or two and because of the blessing of "shock", there was no pain until I was revived and conscious on a later date. Then the pain was excruciating. I could not move, talk, or do anything. I was helpless and in ICU. I did not even consider "pain" when I did it. I had to be out of my mind not to even consider things like this! It was temporary madness and I wish someone had a glimpse into my crazy thoughts before I attempted but I kept many things to myself so that I would be free to act on these crazy thoughts should I ever wish to.

Hello Hopingtrying, I know I am maybe rude to do this, but can you PM me what your attempt was? It sounds that you really didn't care about pain and possible consequences. I can just imagine what you did... It sounds... Ouch... really. I am neither on the blowing my head with shotgun side neither on OD with benzos. I am in the middle. Sure death, no pain. But I never attempt any suicide since 5 years or so ago, since I know when I do that with this method it is really 100% sure. So, I want to pi*s blood before I decide to take my own life. I mean, metaphorically. I do not encourage anybody for suicide, but I am interested in your case.

As for Butterfly Effect, who knows? If you did die, mankind would went to World War III with fatal consequences. You never know! There was even sci-fi movie about that. Really strong brain exercise!