I love it that we have the same name!

((((((((((((((((Christina))))))))))))))))))

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I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have anyone to talk to, all the progress I'd made seems like it's slipping away. I also feel like I don't have anything to do to cope. SI always helped for the moment. Honestly right now, the moment is all I can deal with.

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I can relate to that, a whole lot. I'm sorry about the painful realization in therapy, it has a habit of bringing up all sorts of things at times when we've already got so much to handle.

Congratulations on being able to quit smoking for so long! I'm majorly impressed. Also good job with not SIng, because a "few years" sounds like an impressive achievement to me!

Wish I knew how to help you out, but all I can say is keep holding on and reaching out to people here. You can do it, you're strong and brilliant (because university isn't easy, I know that because I'm in university too!) and tomorrow can always get better, even though that sounds corny.

If I can help out or listen, please feel free to send me a PM!

Take care of yourself, you are important.