My bf and I were drinking. We got in a fight. He passed out and I was in a painful pit of hopelessness and failure. I didn't care anymore, so I kept cut myself. My bf showed no empathy. I don't know why I did it. I've been suicdal for moths and meds aren't working. I broke up with bf, two days ago bc all he wants to do is drink. im getting sober. Im cleaning my cuts but one looks infected. I am detoxing off the alcohol and feel very sick. Does it make me crazy to cut my wrist or just a drunk?