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Originally Posted by Standup2me
I am married, but I feel so alone.
I have no friends
So alone
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Originally Posted by Standup2me
Am I the only one who sometimes feels so alone in this?
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Not alone, Standup2me.

I can relate.
Not married, but living with BF 7 years now. He has problems, which is fine. After all, so do I. But it's uncanny how -- no matter how bad mine get -- his always seem to "require" the attention/focus/excusal. Yes, it's messed up, but the point is, I REALLY understand the alone in it. No matter how bad the situation, getting help comes down to me (when I'm least likely to think there's a point to it). He "understands" some (though he's not BP), but it doesn't amount to terribly much when he's wrapped up in his host of seemingly neverending issues.
It may be a different situation(?), but that 'not alone, but alone' is a really hard place and I feel for you.
(No friends here either. I consider trying sometimes, but can't seem to muster it.)
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In check-in news, hypo continues. Upside is that things are getting done. Will need to keep an eye on irritability. So far, it's basically under control. Projects. That's the best place to put focus now...
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(Though the above is possibly a bit overly candid [or at least an unprecedented admittance here)-- just to clarify, I love him very much. Didn't want to leave any wrong impression about that.)