Wow. You have frequently reached out for help. You tell them you have a plan. They offer...what?

Along with depression you carry a BPD diagnosis, yes? I've read many stories of folks with BPD struggling with all the stigma attached to it, even from the mental health professions. I don't want to believe it, and this is only speculation, but I fear the BPD mark may be colouring how your caretakers view what you tell them.

I'm sorry. And I'm worried.