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Originally Posted by DechanDawa
Since I lost my job I haven't been doing much. I am right back to Square One isolating, worrying, and also feeling very depressed. No matter what I do I have too many problems and can't overcome them.
The only thing that is different is that I took a vow to not go back to suicidal ideation and I am sticking to it. Living with that is way too painful and I ended up having to call crisis lines almost every evening.
I came so very close to being happy the day before I got fired. I felt like things were looking up. I felt like I had worked hard and it was starting to change my life.
Now I am thrown back down to the bottom of the mountain.
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Hi,
I know the feeling. I have been unemployed for twoyears atone sticky part of my life, however i chose redundancy.
I completely changed my life. Divorced, trained for a different type of job, married my second wife, had years of depression and finally after 15 years in my second job, I took early retirement. Got myself a new pastime of making musical instruments and learning to play them!
We haveto take the knocks and eventually we will succeed!
Best wishes for finding a new job.