Today I was making a post warning people about sexual assaults and what had happened to me when I started crying, and I can't seem to stop. So a little background, when I was 16/17 this dude who was the same age(I think) as me kept trying to pressure me to have sex, we had only just meet that day but he was getting very creepy and weird about it and even came up behind and whispered in my ears still trying to get what he wanted before he left, at the end of it I was shacking and having a panic attack. The only reason he did it was cause he saw how big my breasts were. Now it has been a year or 2 since then, why is this still making me cry? I do blame myself for still talking to him afterwards (that's how I know he only talked to me cause if my breasts) and I do blame myself for many things about the situation. But crying seem extreme. What can I do about this?