I'm in a lousy mood. I'm quitting smoking again (this time for real), and want to destroy everything. Smoking was the one thing I looked forward to every day! It's also how I coped with my lousy feelings because I hate my life at the moment. I hate this area. I hate living with my in-laws. I hate the weather. I hate my knee at the moment because I twisted it and now it hurts. I hate how I blew my diet today and am going to remain FAT. I hate Donald Trump. I hate DOGS, and I'm surrounded by them and have to clean their nasty dishes. I hate everything right now.