I'm hoping to submit the two job applications tomorrow...seems pointless though. Hell would have to freeze over before I even make it to the phone/Skype interview round. And if I did...they'd just see what a loser I am I guess.

I just frequently feel invisible, unimportant, unneeded, and unwanted in a lot of groups. It still catches me off guard if someone I don't talk to often talks to me and actually knows my name...probably hard to explain