okay i think that porn addiction thing could be true as well... like certain things are different now i guess since i started watching porn like religiously... in addition... i cant see myself like romantically linked with a guy or something I think that would be really weird but I just looked at my own thing down there and thought like an attraction i guess and in addition this is just killing me.. like i must check this board like 100 times a day to see if someone wrote back like I cant bring myself to hook up with a girl is it possible i just lost all attraction to women and like men now? would i? how do i know if i havent experienced it!? I dont want to expereince it! What if i like it? It seems somewhat appealing at times in my head... but i wont allow myself to watch the porn or masterbate to it? is that because of fear? like these questions are killing me? Am i gay? if i took a break from sexual activitty would it go away? is this natural? Do college guys just go through this? What the hell is going wrong with me!?