My lady has given oral sex b4 she met me.i gave her world in her past relationships she can count on one hand how many hugs and kisses she recieved from them.I gave her the world i was only guy to make her soo happyand she loved all the affection from whuch she never received from.She mention she felt peer pressure at times.Why do i feel nausea or like pain inside when i think about her given oral.I wanna let it go