I hate my life and want to die. I feel as if I am on the verge of a breakdown. I have no one and nothing. I am controlled by everyone. I am in my 40's and am still yelled at by parents like I am a 5 year old. I have a low paying job and get treated like crap there also.
Even my kids hate me. I can't get ahead. I am tired and lonely all the time. I would of killed myself at age 2 if I knew my life was going to be like this.