Hey DechanDawa, I posted above about my experience there. Don't know if you read it. I've been pushing myself to go back, because I don't want to just run away when difficult things happen. Also some people seemed nice. I have no idea if I will actually go back. I suppose it was just a new place and thats why it felt like culture shock. But yes, it was dark, and felt very formal, and it was weird because it seemed very disorganized at the same time. I'm not sure how much I really feel like posting about this right now. I'm emotionally drained right now from my life and day in general. Thanks for trying to help though. I feel ok atm