Dear Ellah,
Changes were made. You did anger me. We discussed it, and I told you nothing has changed about anything other than the change in the relationship, why is this so hard for you to accept? You know this is hard on me too. I didn't mean to get so close to you, I apologized. I let you in. I told you, that this has never happened in all my experience to become so enmeshed with a client. I know transferring you would be worse than you staying with me and part of that is selfish on my part, but we can work through this together. I meant it when I said I'd always be in your life. You need to get better and become healthy and you cannot do that with the way our relationship was going. So as hard as it is for you, you get to talk about it with me but I can't with you. One day this will all make sense, one day you will trust me again.
Love, T.
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