therealme:

A detective story: why is she doing this? Now you need to be a detective and find the answer (if possible)! You might be surprised at how good you can be at this, better than all the other detectives put together! Think of it as a way to master the pain and fear, and come out ahead.

I hope you can do it. Drag in some allies to help you, too. Form your own detective agency. Not to blame or punish, just to solve a mystery and provide healing.

No demerits for trying...