I was given the role by my parents that my sister was better than me. My dad wasn't around but as a baby, he teased me about being ugly.
My mom always preferred my sister. Some of my aunts, uncles and cousins always called my sister beautiful, but never me. I would always look for approval in the outside world because my family never gave it to me.. I still do this and it doesn't stop and I NEVER GET IT.. How can I get self-esteem? Please help... I will constantly try to get approval from others I can't see it stopping...is this OCD?