today i was arrested, with a sexual abuse charge on my step daughter.

i have been on a strong dose of diazipam for a week now for my neck, and my memory is foggy..... i cant remember yesterday let alone 2 days ago.so i couldnt remember all the questions the police wanted to know.
the police have taken my dna , my finger prints and my photo..... this is standard they said.
i dont feel very safe just now, i have returned to the ppolice station in the new year,
if i last that far, i am having strong feelings of suicide at the moment ..
and i m not sure i want to fight them anymore