Communication has never been one of my strongest points. I haven’t figured out yet exactly why I have such a hard time with it. I do much better through written words than I do verbal. However now days I’m really focusing on becoming a better communicator verbally. I’m much better than I was even a year ago.

In about a week or so I’ve got to communicate some really hard feelings. I’ve been kind of dating someone for the last 7 months and I’ve got to tell her that it just isn’t working out. This is going to be hard for me to tell her. There’s something about her that pulls me in. Even though I know she’s not right for me for many reasons.

I’ve got to put my feelings into words in such a way that I don’t come across as attacking or blaming her. So I’m thinking of writing it out first to get it out of my head before I talk to her.

Letting go has never been one of my strong points either, but I can’t settle for anything less than awesome.