Trigger Warning.

You don't get to do that! To convince and guilt trip me out of taking my life, only to turn around and make a statement about how you're going to end your life the following week. Why is it okay for you to leave me like that? Why do you want to leave me here without you? But if it's me who's going, I'm just 'going to break you'? You think that doesn't work both ways? What? You think it wouldn't break me? You think I'd float through life because I'm "so much stronger" than you? That's ********. I'm not stronger and I'm not weaker. If I keep fighting, so do you.

You've left me before. You don't get to do that again. I know how I am without you and I can't. I won't survive it if it's permanent.