I am so hoping it's something like that. To have some sort of medical problem that's causing this depression would be like a blessing for me, it would mean so much less work to deal with. And I'd be able to go through my GP for medication and such, instead of having to hope that whatever psychiatrist I'm seeing will hear my problems.

Thanks, I'm trying hard to keep going. There are too many people who count on me for me to really give up, but today was one of those days when I wish I could.