I have never had a problem like that with this forum.That one yes,it is all about sucking up to the mods and the mods feeling they are in charge and powerful.I am ed up of them denying favouritism and being all over this one person on the forum,posting in debates with him,calling him mate etc but I have already moaned about this.Tonight they tried to say I was disrespectful to a mod when it was her disrespecting me.I am the victim and they make out they are,it is typical narcissist tactics.I am fed up of it,that forum gets me down.I posted I was being treated unfairly and someone asked why and
I replied it is against the rules for me to talk about it.They said I posted that to provoke the mods and make the forum look bad.I can't win.How am I supposed to respond when it is against their rules.I only said the truth.I wasn't provoking them at all.But it shows they see me an an enemy.
I won't be spending my time and energy on there increasing their traffic.I will come back here.I always liked it here but I was using that forum four years and two years before I found this one I was used to it there.The person they favour on there was banned from here he was always creating upset over his views on religion,politics and his opposition to the biomedical model of mental illness.He is always on the attack and then plays the victim when called out on it.He and I do not get on,the times I have been in trouble have all been from run ins with him.

Your forum seems awesome,I am going to look into it and may join,I used to read about native American spirituality and am interested in it,it is a long time since I explored this type of spiritual outlet,I would like to bring out that side of me again,it is another aspect of the divine.I have strong faith in God and Jesus but all roads are enriching and lead to other aspects of divine love and all paths are an interesting reflection of God's love.