Saw my t. She said DID is rare. I didn't argue it. I don't care what my diagnosis is. I just needed to know I could talk to someone. I just want to know if things get to be too much I can talk about it. She is my age and seems to be patient. Two of us were out at session. Not intentionally but I made the appointment but when my t asked about work someone else talked about it. I know that we worked but it takes too long for me to get the information and than talk about it. Besides I think the worker wanted to show t that we can appear and be very functional in the world. I am not in the world like that. It was a good session, I will see her once a month for now. I don't want to do trauma work. After session I was exhausted and depressed.
Even today I was slow to get up and only went out to walk the dog. I don't like being seen. It unnerves me.