Been super busy socialising. Last night I was ready to stay in and rest and my cousin called me and asked me to come over for a few drinks with a couple of people (It was Australia Day so many people have gatherings/parties to celebrate). I decided to go, had a few drinks, played a few songs for them on guitar and did some singalong's. It was fun. Then my cousin got very drunk and began talking to me of the abuse we both suffered as children by the same family member. She was very distressed. It has rattled me. She wants to take him to court and asked me to join her. I don't know if I will survive the stress of it but want him put away.

So I am stable, or maybe a little hypo, but now a bit traumatised. This morning I went for a long swim to try to burn the stress off. It did help but I can't stop thinking about what she said and I am feeling a bit wild. Hopefully it will blow over in a couple of days. I am resting at the moment then I have work at 4pm (In five hours). I just hope this doesn't trigger an episode as I have just calmed down after dealing with my pdoc dumping me over religion. I have a busy weekend but need a break. Hopefully I can rest Monday.