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Originally Posted by Parva
Yeah, abandonment. I thought I had BPD for a long time; still kind of do, but my T disagrees, so I defer to her wisdom. Plus, I'm getting to the point where I don't really care what the diagnosis is - as Popeye says "I yam what I yam, and that's alls what I yam."
Abandonment is absolutely the epicenter of my existence. Trace - you're right. I like to be alone, but only when I know there is someone out there. I hate being alone, but I am more comfortable that way (not healthy, just familiar).
I'm going to a bad place, so I'm cutting this short. Late night therapy with Dr. Coors. He's very light and has a bubbly personality, although sometimes he can be a bit bottled up. I think he grew up in the Rocky Mountains...Please tip your servers. I'm here all week.
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LOL Parva. Sounds like you have a good choice in doctor's
You Dr. Coors is helping you to that bad place, of course you do. Nothing wrong with a drink just not when you already are down. Anything you want to discuss here? "We'll leave the light on for you"
I enjoy being alone, a little too much. I get so wigged out when I think I have to socialize with anyone, even my T. I think I'm actually losing my verbal skills and how to interact with people. But that's okay. Once I win the lottery I will by some land and be a hermit
Be careful and make good choices Parva.