I'm starting to not be so attached to my T. I think because our semi-termination is coming up and I'm getting used to the idea. It's hard though. Part of me wants to grab on and never let go, and the other part is telling myself that everything is okay. I'm just choosing to go with the flow. If I "freak out", I'll just talk to my T about it. Luckily, I will have weekly contact with her even after termination.
It's okay that you're gaining some independence from your T. It's a good time to practice while your T is still there. When you get nervous or afraid, she's there for you. But when you feel like taking your steps, you can do that too. Think of like a baby learning to walk. The baby is gaining independence, but mom is still around.
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"Odium became your opium..." ~Epica
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