Ruh Roh..I'm glad your T was supportive of your difficulties yesterday. Seems like she's worth her salt.
Quiet Mind...I don't even know what to say. I'm sorry about the way you are being treated. It's awful living in that environment with someone like that. A bra strap. Come on. She obviously has plenty of skeletons in her closet.
CE...Something will come up on the job front. Finding a job is a grueling long process. Just keep it up and something will pop. It took me 6 months to find a more suitable job. I hope it does not take that long for you, but when looking for new employment patience is a virtue.
Art...thinking of you and son today as he starts his therapy journey.
Hey everyone else. I had more thoughts but I'm at work. I had a dream about XT last night. I dreamt I saw her in a store. I'm the dream we both had our hands on and picked up the same pair of jeans at the same time. I looked up and it was her. In the dream I let go of the jeans, told her she's got a lot of f u c k I n g nerve the way she handled things, I threw the jeans down and told her to F off. Then I woke up.
I went to bed last night very angry about how much my physical appearance changed and how much weight I put on due to doctors catapulting my body into early menopause. I can't get the weight off and I can't stand the sight of myself. Diet and excercize don't work, percription diet pills from the doctor didn't work. Changing the hormone pills that I'm on didn't work. Following a precise diet plan from a dietitian did not work. I'm so embarrassed to even leave the house everyday. I work for a very health conscious family. They are marathon runners: they didn't know the prior me. The smaller version of me. I feel like I'm trapped inside this body that is not mine. Except it is mine and I'm at a loss on what else to do to get back to a healthy weight.